It would make me feel so much better.
You’ll always be the one who makes me smile. You’ll always be the one who makes me laugh. You’ll always be the one who holds my heart. I’ll always love you. And I’ll never hurt you. Your everything and more to me. And I want you to know that, and I never want you to forget it. Because I mean every word. And that will never change. Just keep that close to you. And every time you think of me, remember every word I just said. When you read this I hope it makes you feel the way you make me feel. I hope you feel safe, warm, and happy. Because I would love nothing more than to see you smile, and be happy.
I feel like I just want to rip my hair out. And go to sleep. And not wake up for a very long time. At least until I’m 18. And I just really wish I could call and talk to you at a time like this. :/
To get to where I want to be. Physically, and mentally.